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Post by sadie lynn ackles on Jun 11, 2012 19:27:48 GMT -5
 THE TRUTH COMES OUT IN THE BREAKDOWNS( • M E M O R I E S M Y G O D T H E S E M E M O R I E S • )sadie felt like stevie nicks in her long black lace and silk dress. her bangles clinked together as she swooshed down the cold halls the salem psychiatric institute. three weeks has passed since she first came to this lonely place. her old friends hadn't even bothered to call or even right to see how she was. that kind of pissed her off. her mother of course wanted nothing to do with her. and why wouldn't she? sadie has ruined her life. if it weren't for sadie, her mother would probably be a model or an actress out in la. she caused nothing but frustration and bad luck according to her mother.
the black haired beauty heaved a heavy sigh as she pushed open the wooden doors that lead to the institutes's garden. although the institute had some strict rules on what patients were allowed to have, the doctors allowed patients to walk around the grounds. including the courtyard and the garden. that was probably because the whole place was surrounded by electrical barbed wire, making escape pretty much impossible.
sadie found the gardens to be a retreat though. it felt like you were walking into a whole new world. the garden had many different fountains and greek-like statues. there were sweeping vines of ivy and honey suckle. rose bushes were everywhere. all in all the garden was magical. she loved it here. here sadie was able to escape from her nightmares, the stares of doctors, and the annoying moans of the other patients.
sadie twirled around, the ends of her dress floating around her like wings of a bird. she skipped over to one of the fountains and began walking around it. sadie hummed a random tune as she danced along the edge. her balance was a little wobbly of course. she wasn't exactly in good physical condition. her insomnia left her weak and disoriented. sadie stumbled and feel into the murky water of the fountain. it was cold and sadie stood up, looking down at her dress feeling a mixture of dismay and amusement. the black garment clung to her body and her black hair was dripping wet. she shivered.
THEY DON'T MEAN ANYTHING OH THOSE MEMORIES( • A S Y O U S P O K E Y O U R F O R K E D T O N G U E S H O W E D • )W O R D S • three hundrer and sixty one
T A G G E D • open
O U T F I T • click!
L Y R I C S • memories by lion if i do
T E M P L A T E • PANIC! ITS LAUZ of CAUTION
N O T E S • lalalala
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Post by mikennah sky ramirez on Jun 15, 2012 22:10:48 GMT -5
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Mikki straightened out her white skirt and did a little twirl. Sure she was only 15 but that did not stifle her creativity. Mikki loved dressing up. Even if no one except people from salem psychiatric institute would see her. Mikkennah had been living there for just over 9 months, she was not too fond of any where except for the koi pond. She always felt strangley at peace there. Normally she would sit and draw there whenever she needed to get away from the world. Mikki grabbed her sketch book and pencil case and exited the rooms. you could call them dorms but even that sounded too happy for this place.
No one ever visited mikki so she was not expecting anyone to begin today. Her mother was scared of what was going on in her little girls mind so she had compleatly abandoned mikki. The small framed 15 year old girl drummed her fingers on her legs as she walked past the cold rooms that smelled of anestetic.
Mikki was allowed to roam freely throughout the campus, most of the staff knew her well enough that she was not in any danger. Its not like she had any chance of escaping unless death was an option. which sometimes to mikki felt like a good idea. As mikki reached the doors she felt the warm sun touch her skin and is sent a chill down her spine. it wasnt a comfortable feeling for her but rather a very unnerving one, the pale mikki squinted up at the sky and picked up her pace.
A few minutes later she came to the pond covered in shade and ivy she felt much more at ease here. Untill mikki heard some humming she walked to the sound. then all of a sudden came a splash as the fountain came into view mikki saw a black haired girl, who must be new because mikki had never seen her standing in the water dripping. mikki just stared at the girl wide eyed as if she were a ghost, she never really was one to talk she never had much to say. if she did talk it was only to people who gained her trust.
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Post by sadie lynn ackles on Jun 16, 2012 15:58:16 GMT -5
THE TRUTH COMES OUT IN THE BREAKDOWNS( • M E M O R I E S M Y G O D T H E S E M E M O R I E S • )the black haired beauty giggled as she grabbed handfuls of her wet dress. she wasn't normally this ditzy. but the combination of tiredness and medication made her feel so high. then again, she'd spent the last few years of her life high as a kite. sadie looked up from examining her current state to see another girl in front of her. she was cute, obviously younger than her. but the poor thing look terrified. she couldn't blame her. if she say some pale girl dressed in all black dripping wet, she'd freak out too.
sadie lifted up the edges of her dress and stepped out of the fountain. she flipped her dark hair upside down and wrung it out. water splashed onto the cement path. her bracelets clanked nosily. they sounded almost like shackles and chains. the girl grimaced. she had a love hate relationship with this place. she loved being away from her mother and the constant stream of shitty men she was always bringing home. but she hated being trapped. sadie craved freedom. she was like a bird. she hated being stuck in a cage.
sadie flipped her black hair back up and took a closer look at the girl in front of her. she didn't look crazy, but then again neither did she. she ideally wondered why this girl was locked up. she looked so young and innocent. sadie hadn't looked like that in a long time. she had her mother to blame for that. she wondered if this girl had a mother. was her mom the one that locked her up? did her mother love her? or did this girl have an estranged relationship with her mother as well? she sighed as she ran her finger through her wet hair.
"i fell in." she said simply. she saw no point in offering some elaborate explanation. if she did that sadie would have to explain why she's so tired. that meant she would have to talk about the nightmares and sadie wasn't sure she could trust this girl yet. just thinking about them made her uncomfortable. she'd probably terrify this poor girl and she described her nightly scares.
at first they didn't start out that bad. it would be nighttime and sadie would be walking in a forest. it was kind of spooky, but nothing too terrible. then she would notice her friends hanging from the dark twisted trees on nooses. she would try to screen but she had no voice. the rest was too terrifying to think about.
THEY DON'T MEAN ANYTHING OH THOSE MEMORIES( • A S Y O U S P O K E Y O U R F O R K E D T O N G U E S H O W E D • ) W O R D S • four hundred and thirty-five
T A G G E D •mikennah, open
O U T F I T • click!
L Y R I C S • memories by lion if i do
T E M P L A T E • PANIC! ITS LAUZ of CAUTION
N O T E S • lalalala
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Post by mikennah sky ramirez on Jun 17, 2012 20:19:38 GMT -5
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Mikki had psychotic disorde. The disorder is when s sudden onset of psychotic symptoms, which include delusions, hallucinations, disorganized speech and behaviour and catatonic behavior. for someone so young she was so broken. The hallucinations were the worst part for the young 15 year old girl, who saw things no teenage girl should have to. people she was looking at would suddenly have blood dripping out of thier eye sockets and they would seem to be trying to harm mikki. They always left her panicked and she often runs and hides when this ever happens. Of course no one else sees it. its only her. her young fragile mind. just broken.you could see it in her eyes that her mind was in conflict. even if there was a smile on her face all the time. the bags under her eyes were pretty much permenantly etched there. Not many believed she had anything wrong with her at first. everyone in her highschool assumed she was just an attention whore for lack of better words.
Personally Mikki prefered to be ignored and stay in the shadows observing life.Mikennah brushed a piece of hair back behind her flowered headband and suddenly realized how childish she must look wearing a headband of roses almost like a daisy chain she used to make in the field by home.Of course mikkis mother was too occupied with her brother to help her with this memory. Mikki reached up and pulled her headband off hiding it behind her back and simply staring wide eyed at this girl standing in the fountain. Mikkennah suddenly was thinking what could be wrong with such a beautiful girl, why on earth was she here in Salem. Mikki's eyes suddenly shot to the floor. The girl had talked.... Mikki didnt know how to respond she simply nodded at the girl and tugged at the top of her skirt with the avalible hand.
Mikennah had been in salem too long as it was she had to be on her best behaviour. Not like she would ever even get out of this place even if she was normal again. The word normal was forign to mikki though. The girl in the fountain was tall with dark black hair and seemed to look very very tired. of course they do drug us up around here so who knows. Mikki looked wide eyed and cocked her head to the side as if to say who are you and why exactly are you here. Mikennah was too afraid of her sentances not making sense to talk yet. Perhaps she would eventually.
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